— Eulogy
2024 - ongoing
I Mistook The Laughter For Love, 2024 - UV Print on Plywood, Acrylic Frame, 40 x 100 x 3,6 cm
Eulogy explores intergenerational and postcolonial trauma by using my family’s history as a lens through which to examine collective trauma and memory, revealing how these forces shape identity and emotional expression. The project finds its origin in a photograph published in the Bali Post, showing my grandfather being carried from his home in a body bag after his death in 2020.
Obituary no. 3, 2024 - UV Print on Ceramic, 7,5 x 15 x 1 cm
Obituary no. 6, 2024 - UV Print on Ceramic, 7,5 x 15 x 1 cm
My grandfather, born to an Indonesian woman and a Dutch soldier, lived a life shaped by the tensions and intersections of two cultures marked by colonization, war, and displacement. He often searched for details about his past, but never spoke openly about it with anyone, carrying a quiet longing to return to what he considered home. Through his story, his constant search for answers and his unspoken desire to reconnect with his roots, the project reflects on how these histories continue to affect personal and family narratives across generations.
The Palette (The Medusa), 2025 - UV Print on Plywood, Oil Paint, 30 x 45 x 1,8 cm
This image became the catalyst for my research into the silences, losses, and unspoken memories that have shaped generations. By combining details from this photo with my family’s archive and my own photographic work, I interpret these themes using various media, including textiles, wood, ceramics, and AI techniques.
Wallpapers (Shirts & Flowers), 2025
On ceramic tiles, an element found in the photograph of my grandfather’s passing, I use UV-printing to transfer archival images selected from my family albums, which are then cropped to focus on specific details. A recurring color palette, extracted from said photograph, is hand-glazed onto each tile, creating a tactile experience that invites viewers to engage with the physicality of memory.
The Gathering, 2025 - UV Print on Ceramic, 7,5 x 15 x 1 cm
Central to Eulogy is the idea of memory as constructed and selective, shaped by nostalgia, loss, and historical forces. I view AI as a form of collective memory, a source of visual material that supplements my family’s untold stories. The AI-generated images based on photos found in my family albums reflect stereotypical markers that are often exaggerated or warped, which I use to symbolize masculinity, trauma, and memory.
I Felt Very, Very Cold, 2024 - UV Print on Plywood, Acrylic Frame, 40 x 90 x 3,6 cm
By blending archival material with AI-generated elements, I create new associations that underscore the constructed nature of memory, often anonymizing individuals through collages and crops. One key component of the project is the works created on plywood—pieces like I Mistook The Laughter For Love and I Felt Very, Very Cold—where AI-generated memories are UV-printed onto wooden panels and arranged as diptychs or triptychs.
It Was Beautiful, 2024 - UV Print on PlywoodA Secret Feeling Of Bliss, 2024 - UV Print on Plywood
Handmade collages assembled from archival photos and letters layer fragments of memory to convey how history is not linear but complex and evolving. This collage process mirrors how inherited trauma is reassembled across generations, capturing the ways in which we reconstruct fragmented family histories. In one work, Cadzand. 1983, a handmade collage is processed through an AI algorithm, perpetually reshaping and distorting the image.
Cadzand. 1983, 2024 - Excerpt of Video Work Cadzand. 1983, 2024 - Installation Overview
A recurring color palette, extracted from the photograph of my grandfather’s passing, unifies the works in Eulogy. This color scheme reappears in UV-printed archival photos on plywood, on which an oil-painted colored beam covers part of the image, creating a visual thread that links the pieces. By obscuring figures and details in the image, the work invites the viewer to consider how memory is both constructed and selective, shaped by nostalgia and loss. The contrast between family context and abstraction emphasizes the way we look at the past, both reconstructing and idealizing it while hiding its darker realities.
The Palette I (Bar Dancing), 2024 - UV Print on Plywood, Oil Paint, 30 x 20 cmThe Palette, 2024 - AI-generated colour palette based on the photo of my grandfather in a bodybag.
Eulogy is a reflection on how inherited trauma, postcolonial legacies, and generational silences shape identity and emotional expression. The family archive serves as a bridge to the past, grounding these abstract themes in lived, personal histories. Through the integration of archival materials, personal photography, AI-generated imagery, and tactile media, Eulogy reimagines how memory, identity, and history are constructed, preserved, and reinterpreted across generations.
This project is generously supported by: